Angel kisses!

As I sit and stare at john-Michael I wonder why God thought I was worthy enough to handle one of his most precious gifts. I can not explain to you the joy he has brought to my life. He has only been in my life for eight weeks , but I can not seem to remember what life was like before him! From the minute he entered this world I gave him my everything. I can honestly say that I am ok with giving up everything I used to know and all of my selfishness to give him everything and every bit of me everyday! I catch myself during the day saying I love you so many times I lose count. For every smile he cracks you can guarantee there will be a tear of joy roll down my face. I know that without a doubt everytime john-Michael is sleeping and I see him smile or grin its because OUR three angels are tickling him. I thank God everyday for my husband,parents,sisters,brothers,niece's,and JM!! They are amazing and so helpful to my little family! I never knew how beautiful life could be. I can not wait to fill our house with babies! As crazy as it seems I am ready for my next baby! It's amazing that we as humans make mistakes all the time ,but there is one thing we are capable of doing that will never be considered a mistake and that is to make a life! No matter what the circumstances bringing a life into this world will NEVER be a mistake! We are all miracles!I now know what it feels like to be able to say that without a doubt I would lay my life down for JM and I will fight for him tooth and nail! He is my life and my world . He has made me see his daddy in a whole new light! I never imagines we could love something so much! I had no idea my heart could love so powerfully! I pray that everyone gets to feel the joy I am feeling. Until next time God bless!